I miss her

Hello everyone. I wanted to share my experience for a long time and now I feel like it’s time to.I want to share my experience
so I could get some good and friendly advice, share my emotions ,feel like somebody understands me. When I was a kid almost
9 years old, My grandparents (I’m living with them since I was born and they really love me and give too much for me) adopted
our dog. From the first time I met her I was the happiest girl ever. She was amazing.She was the puppy that I asked and prayed
for,for a very long time. I really loved her so much and I was calling her my “sister”.Her name actually was Rosita:) I still love her with all my heart.
After some months my grandparents decided that we couldn’t keep her home anymore,because she was getting big,she was very
energized and they told me that she would be better in a big home somewhere away and she could be happier. (they also had many things going on in home they were broken too but they loved her too I know that.) I was broken.
I cried I really wanted her to stay. I wanted her for a very long time and I loved her so much I wanted her to be with me.
She was with us until she was 1,5 year old. We got another one puppy in the meantime ,~something that I begged for~ (he is
a small chiuaua – griffon dog that he is now 10 years old and he lives with us ). I really wanted her to be with us too.
I still want. When she was 1,5 year old my grandparents gave her away. I never met her again. I never said goodbye and I promised I never will till I met her again.
My heart is broken without her. I’m crying everyday. I’m always thinking where is she , how is she. I miss her all the time
I can’t stop thinking of her since today that I’am 20 years old and it’s been 10 whole years and I also have a beautiful dog
1,5 years old that i’m his “mom” I love him so much and my grandparents was negative to adopt him at the first but after
all that time that I tried to keep him with me we are all together our 2 dogs and they loved him so much and they take
also care of him. I’m on my way to forgive my parents . I love my family. Rosita is my family too. I still wish that I could
find her again.I never gave up in thought that I will meet her again. I know god is big. I will never let her go again we will be forever together. My whole family. I started
believe to myself that I can do it.I started to have faith and I’m posting about her lately. And I promised
to myself I will be strong and I’ll do everything to find her even if I don’t know yet what can I do and how. I’ve been thinking
to go in the place that my parents gave her away but and I promised to myself I will. I will do anything to find her.
I know it’s been so many time.But I don’t want to think it’s late. I believe to god and I have faith. I pray all day long to find her.
I love her so much and I always will.. Amen .